God, please be with me
It's almost two months since I left my country, Indonesia. happiness and troubles come and go. this is not the first time i left home, i did it since i graduated from junior high school. studying abroad is not an easy choice,although only one semester. You may say " oh my God ! i wanna be like her ! studying abroad seems so fun, i can visit bla bla then blabla, i can wear this kind of clothes blabla, not like in blablablablabla..." . Easy. Ya, i know no one has the same life story, same luckyness, same paradigm, same ideology.
I see sky, yesterday was so shiny, today's so rainy. than i see myself, one hour ago i was happy, now im crying. im crying not because im weak. i cry because.... i want it. haha. sometimes, i dont know what am i crying for, it just ... fall like the raindrops today. i dont know what is this post for. of maybe... no one read, no one cares, no one understand.
I see sky, yesterday was so shiny, today's so rainy. than i see myself, one hour ago i was happy, now im crying. im crying not because im weak. i cry because.... i want it. haha. sometimes, i dont know what am i crying for, it just ... fall like the raindrops today. i dont know what is this post for. of maybe... no one read, no one cares, no one understand.
Lalalalala, udah ah capek cerita hehe, ya intinya begitulah hidup.. up and down and shake shake -__- . tetap semangat dyan ! boleh sedih, tapi jangan larut dalam kesedihan, lagipula gak ada yang perlu di sedihin, let it flow.. let if flow.. let it flow..."Bumi tidak pernah berhenti berputar, jadi mengapa kita harus berhenti berjalan ? berjalanlah , berjalanlah sejauh yang kau bisa. namun jangan khawatir karna bumi akan selalu bulat, maka kamu pasti akan kembali..."
johor..01.20 AM
11 nov 2011
